A person who knows me very well, said today that I’ve become a cynical nerd. This person sighed as they explained to me that it’s ok and that they’ve become used to it. I was surprised at how much it hurt my feelings.

Perhaps I have become a bit salty. I find myself easily frustrated and put off by those around me. I have to work hard to keep my judgments of others in check. I allow little things to irritate me and scarcely demonstrate much patients to strangers.

I’m frustrated with my life. I feel ignored. I feel like my individuality isn’t as celebrated as my social statuses, which are measly. Women can’t take me seriously because I don’t own a car.


MK